Just Being Friends with Someone You May Love

It’s pretty hard to just be your friend

I mean I know that I really like you

But I guess you’re not sure how you feel about me

I mean I wish we are able to accept the fact

That we are supposed to be something awesome

And I wish you would at least make an effort to hang out with me

I know that if we do, people might start to talk

But in reality… I don’t care what others think

I really never have

I’m not too sure why you care so much

I’m not saying I don’t want to be your friend

Of course I do

I’m just saying that it’s so hard

I see your face and I get butterflies everywhere

You always say how ugly you are

But in reality…

You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen

Haha… seems a bit to far

But you are a very handsome gentleman

And when I see you

I can’t help but to feel like I a little kid

With a little school girl crush

I’m never too sure what to say to you

I mean I just wish we could hang out more

So then I would know that I can be comfortable with you

I’m super comfortable with you on video-chat

But when I’m face to face with you

I get scared

I get tongue-tied

And sometimes I don’t know what to say…

I don’t really know really…

I guess friends is fine for now

But I really hope we grow to be something more

<3