Saturday?

So…. on Saturday I have a smoking hott “date” with this guy I met at the mall

To be honest, I’m pretty nervous

Me and him really connect over text messages

But what if we don’t connect in person?

He's practically my dream guy

I mean the only things he’s really missing are

Blue eyes, snakebites, and black hair

But I’ve seen the shape of his eyes

Which are perfect enough

And he still has that emo hair

Which is always amazingly sexy

And he has the most beautiful body ever

Its kind of like if Taylor Lautner went emo hahahaa

And thank god he’s taller than me

Because from a distance he seemed pretty short

Lets hope he didn’t lie about his height 

I’m pretty scared though

Like what if I’m not what he expected

What if he doesn’t like curvy girls?

I mean I think he would have seen that when we were at the mall

But still…

I don’t really know

He just makes me so frightened

I really don’t know what to wear either

I mean I want to show him a little philanthropy

But not enough to go to Club Skank

RAWR! I’m just freaking out

I hope he does like me

Because if not then I’m really just going to give up

All together

I mean no one really seems to like me

It kind of sucks…

Okay that an understatement

It REALLY sucks

I guess there really isn’t any more room for a “scene girl” like me anymore…

-sigh-

Well all of you whom are reading this

I hope you are wishing me luck

Because I sure as hell need it

....

Reading over all of this I kind of wonder

What do I have to offer him?

I mean…he’s perfect

But what am I?

I’m just some ugly Brit who traveled to America to fit in..

Just some emo girl who hangs around people who don’t really care

That she talks funny and sometimes can’t find the words to say

Oh boy… now I am really nervous

Why does he have to be so bloody sexy?!

UUUUGGGH!!!

Well I guess we have to just wish for the best…

I’ll keep you guys posted…

Until my next blog

<3 Kat