Sunday, November 24, 2013

What to believe

Do i believe him? Sometimes i do and sometimes i don't
Its hard to believe in someone that has betrayed you before... Its hard to believe in someone that says nothin is goin on but then i hear somethn different from somebody else.
I'm not saying i believe in rumors, nor am i saying that i don't trust him.
Its more of just like, if you wanna be stupid, don't expect me to hold your hand after you are done.
I'm just really hoping i'm not being made a fool of. 
I guess we'll see what happens.
I just felt defeated and alone all week, so its kinda hard to stay upbeat and positive when you honestly do not know what is going on.

I'm trying to be cool, calm, and collected and because normally nothing is going on and i'm just trippin...
I just really hope that continues to be the case, but i guess we'll see.
I know how to play it to find out if its real.

I'm always scared of what i do not know.
I'm just hoping that everything is okay now, and i dont have to worry anymore.

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