Being Single

It’s actually not that bad

I mean for a while I thought it was the worse thing in the whole wide world

But in reality its kind of fun

Yes I do have crushes on people

Even though most of them I know I wont actually be with

It’s okay though

I mean I still have great friends that I love with all my heart

And I’m still going to a good school

The school is only good because of my friends though lol

There are some guys that I do have a crush on though

I do have a crush on one of my exs

I have a crush on two of my best friends {btw if you go to my school, you don’t know them}

And I still have a crush on this guy who I know is a total jerk

But I can’t help but to like him still

It’s not that terrible though

I mean, I think having crushes keeps your heart pumping

But it’s still kind of sucks to think that they probably don’t like you back

But it’s okay.

My dreams keep me alive and well

It’s weird though.

I’m actually kind of happier now that I’m single

I mean, yes, I do still think about her

And I still miss her sometimes

I still have a hard time listening to some songs because of her

But in reality, I think I’m going to be okay

I’m not saying like is better without her

But I’m just really hoping that I’m going to be okay

I’m mostly happy with my friends that I have right now

Like Violet, Erica, Angele, Jason, Erik, Andrea, Danii, Chris, Robbie…and I don’t really know who else I missed

I’m pretty sure I didn’t miss anyone

Lol if I did I’d be a terrible friend then hahaha

But I love my friends a lot

And they mean more to me than anything else in the world

So I’m happy with my life right now

:D