Random...as always [x

Okay so here’s what been going on

Wow I haven’t written a blog in FOREVER! Hahaa

Well… life is always…life-ish x]

By the way, this is going to be a very un-formal blog

I’m in class right now so my brain is a bit *boop*

ANYWAYS!

There are a few things lately that have been pissing me off

I’m going to give you the main word right here, right now

BOYS!

Honestly boys have been making me want to kill myself

Lol not really… but they have been driving me CRAZY

There are a few things I honestly don’t understand about boys

Why can’t guys just tell girls how they feel?

I know us girls don’t really say anything either

But its because we are waiting for the guys to speak up

-sigh- relationships are SO COMPLICATED lol

Also… What’s the rule on asking someone out?

I mean obviously I am not going to ask a boy out

Becaaause THAT’S EMBARASSING

FOSHO! Lol I’m on crack …sorry its just one of those days

I think my brain has turned to goo lol

Well this is a really pointless blog

Well at least I’m giving you something

I also realized something that is madly obvious

I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH BLACK HAIR AND PIERCINGS!

On me and on guys

Pretty much, if you have long “emo” hair then you’re pretty good looking

But if you have long black “emo” hair then you are hott as hell

BUT! If you have long black “emo” hair and snakebites…then you are a fucking GOD!

LMFAO

I have so many issues its like CRAZY

Hahaha

Alright this blog was super pointless

But at least it’s something

Better ones to come guys

<3

Prince? or Frog?

I seriously have no idea who to believe

I mean in a way I want to believe the guy I have never met

But also I want to believe the incessant asshole

I honestly have no idea who to believe

I think I shouldn’t fully trust either

And just be cautious for the future

This honestly is not the first time I’ve been hurt

It’s probably the 7,890,475,837,539,789,645^th time

Hahaa seems like a lot doesn’t it?

And you’d think I’d be use to it by now

But I’m never going to be used to it

Either way… if the rumor is true or not

I think the guy I never met should try hard to earn my trust

I was telling my best friends,

“He better fucking send me roses twice a week for a month before he even thinks I’m going to trust him again” lol

Hey…I’m a sucker for roses

I still find it hilarious that the rumor was that I was in love with him

Uuuhm…lets recap

I HAVE NEVER MET YOU! Lol

I mean yes…I say I’m in love with Dahvie Vanity and Vic Fuentes

But that’s creepy super-fan stuff lol

I don’t do that with normal people

I know how to stand on my two feet

So I don’t really need someone telling me what my feelings are

Because I know what’s truly inside me

Its kind of hard to really depict what I feel inside towards this situation

But I’m going to kind of stop trying so hard

Because I don’t really know who to trust

And he’s got to figure out what he really wants to do

And what he really wants before he can get me all caught up in it

And he better find a good fucking way to apologize haha

Or at least be like “I don’t know why people are lying but here’s something to make it up to you…”

Lol, you know what I’m saying?

All I'm saying is that I like you

But the trust isn't fully there anymore

I’m just really sick of getting fucked over

It would be really great if I could find something and someone legit

But I guess you’re just going to have to prove it to me…

Prove to me who and what you truly are